(: hello loyal blog readers. (ader ke orang baca?haha)
so yes, I'm back from Sarawak on Monday night. Spent my weekends with relatives from Sarawak. Besides that, there's some other reason why my families decided to went there out of the sudden. It's been so long since i last visited them. The feeling of meeting them back is nice. Most of us cried when we wanted to be apart. Reason is because we might not know when all of us is going to meet each other again. Might not know what will happen in future. Darling Nenek sibiling's who is not staying in Kucing also went down to meet us, esp meeting my darling nenek. And sadly not all my cousins is there because some of them went KL studying/working. Hopefully next time insyaAllah. Also despite all the fun that i had there's just something inside me that felt really-really uncomfortable. I felt totally empty. Just something which is unexplainable. And yes, i know i am missing the presence of my only dearest. Not being able to contact him for several nights left me restless. Call me ngade-ngade, call me over, anything that you want. But the feeling that i felt is so true. I know that he really meant something to me. Someone who plays one of the biggest roles in my life. Someone whom at the end of the day no matter how busy or even tired i am is just the one i wanna talked to. Just the one who i know will always be ready to hear every single details that is happening in my life. The smallest things that he done can melts me, let alone those biggest things? Alhamdulilah despite all those conflicts and stuff we are still together. Everything has its ups and downs. And no one can be perfect. I need not search for someone handsome, richer, or even the one who stays nearer that dearest is staying. I mean, so what? The feeling is not the same. I am with dearest, whatever it is even insyaAllah the difficult part i will still try to go through and understand each other. Just so long i am with him, everything will be fine. Ok, kalau malas nak baca,jgn baca k? haha. :p
Back to Sarawak, don't mention how many kinds of food i've eaten. Oh the weather there is hotter than Singapore yes believe me. When i got back, i had sore throat and also running nose, in fact the whole family expect my elder sister which is not following us. I am getting better and i have my normal voice back, alhamdulilah.
Yeah and for attachment, i left Ward 49.Medical ward. Now, i am in ward 39 which is Surgical ward. B2 class, i think. Well all i can say about my new ward is that i am just not use to the changes around me, hopefully next week will be better. I'm left with around 3 more weeks to go and i am going to have my holiday. How fast time flies, how great is that going to be. ^_^
And that is about everything. Oh, Happy Belated Bday to my cousin Haiqal.
Toodles now-
More pictures? Soon...
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