spending my day playing games today.
i LOVE games ever since i was little. Once i even downloaded different types of em and transfer it to my phone. My old phone that is. I always play them before i went to bed and yes everyday without failed. I will only get sick of it when i reached a certain high score or level that i aim for. It's challenging you see. Wait? why am i blogging about this? haha. no idea.

so serious matter, what serious matter am i talking about? from what i observed, all i blog about is always school and school and always school.

Content below is going to be something about love. So yeah, orang mesti cakap asik2 cinta.
So kalau taknak baca, tak payah. takde orang pun pakse masok website ni. haah.
sorry ah kalau english bertabo, ingat orang ni pandai sangat ke. atleast ade topic nak blog about. haha
so yeah...

heres the thing. i believe, no matter how long u and your boyfriend or girlfriend didn't get to meet each other or the far distances that u are both facing, as long as both of you hold on to one very strong thing which is call LOVE i think u'll get there.
oh, duh. i know. of course i know such thing call " RINDU " existed.

Don't trust those who said that they broke up because they don't spent much time together, they didn't get to meet each other often because all that is crap to me.
Love make it all possible. Well actually Allah does.

Trust is what u should have. Its the foundation of every relationship. Compromising, give and take. That's all that matters. Seriously and insyAllah percayalah.
Is it worth trusting the person who once ever lied to you or once have done some mistakes in their life which make u lose Ur trust on this person?
So yeah, True, people often says once bitten twice shy.
But again let's look at a different angle now, why judging the person based on one past rather den slowing gaining the trust with the effort that u see, the change in that person. No matter how many guy or girlfriends your partner have, if u trust them, if u believe that they know where they stand i believe that's all it takes. insyAllah. Things will work out well. How strong you both feel the love between each other. Why continue something which has lack of trust?
1stly throughout the whole relationship the one who has lack of trust with the other party will totally feel insecure. Is it worth feeling that way when your gf or bf is totally honest,faithful, sincere to you? Is it?
That's another question. Why waste their effort when nothing is really going on and all u need is trust? Giving attention, who doesn't want attention from the one they love?
You fight often because u don't understand each other. So?
Build that understanding. Is it worth letting go the sweet memories, the trust,the love u built with each other just because u lack of these things but the love is still there?
You know, u can always change that in order to save the relationship. What i believe is that, whatever mistakes that your partner had made, be it anything i know deep down i will be able to forgive. Because if i don't i will lose that person forever which is far beyond my imagination for now. Just one thing, two -timed.
That i cannot tolerate.

Hey, people make mistakes tons of them, they might repeat the same mistake over and over again but remember this, no one is perfect in this world or even close in getting nearer to it.
Its the amount of effort you see in that person.
If you love that person, if u want to live with that person forever why is it so hard to forgive?
After all, u should accept the way he or she is...
So forgive, forget and start anew. That's a good thing..
- Treat one another nicely like as if u're newly dating with each other because one will never appreciate and feel the lost when it's really gone.

So ofcourse the trust,understanding and all must happen with both. It takes to hands to clap.

Chey aku nie cakap macam pro mane tah. Trash, crap eh ?
ni kalau kasi advice ni tak pasal2 kene lempar dgn tomato ke bola ballon or worst batu. haha. korang jangan eh, tak pasal2 injured. k da merepek kan?
but seriously talking..
this is based on stories from friends and also myself.

Dearest and i went through lots of unimaginable things in our relationship. Oh believe me, those which are totally beyond your imagination, yes. it happens. It really do.
We are not "the" perfect couple you see. There's no such things.
Arguments and stuff i mean who doesn't have any, right?
We does it often. But we manage to solve it Alhamdulilah. Thats what makes us what we are today. Makes us stronger.
We might not be able to reach there, the destination,
i mean who knows? it's Allah who plans everything. But i am trying.We are trying our best to make it happen, insyaAllah.
Besides my family and friends, he is someone really special, someone really-really important in my life.
So yeah we lack lots of things.
But now we are trying very hard and building what we both lack and make it better. We give and take. At least we try and that all that matters.
He has done tremendous wonderful things in my life. He help me in lots of various things. He took care of me.Infact he is the closest person in my life right now. We can share practically anything and everything. well okey almost? That's why i love him.
( and ofcourse there's still lots of reason why i love him, not just one )
So much. I always do. His really a good guy, seriously. Ask his friends, his family. I know he is.
That is why i am not afraid in telling the world that im in love with a guy named, Muhammad Ilyasa P.
Oh be jealous, we are both dating now. And i am trying my best in giving him my full trust.
So yeah,
Anything might happen in future, but insyaAllah.......... work in the things that you lack.


Of course i also love and couldn't live without my Families. Tu takyah cakap. My life would totally change without them.

Treasure the person around you. You wont feel the pain/lost untill it's really gone.


B, there is no words to convey how much i really hearts you.
so,
toddles now~


anyway this is totally my own opinion. u can voice out if u have any of em
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