who am i? what am i doing?
life is just full of surprises. im in no point to judge. im not a good person.
i know that im not. i wish i could express everything.
what am i holding back.
-i just wanna be the best that u can be and the best that is going for you.
i need to understand things deeper. "u" wont understand. never will. "they" will keep mocking you.
oh god. help me with this mess.
help me out. i know,
YES!!
everyone cant possibly like you.
but i dont want to have everybody hating me either.


